So this was the first Thanksgiving without my Daddy. I was so scared that I would lose it.
I just felt like I was walking around blind. I basically did what was expected
of me. To be cheerful and the go to girl. And I was for the days up to but the day that got to me
was my daddy' s birthday. The day after Thanksgiving was my daddy's birthday . We had a dinner , and wrote messages to my dad on balloons and let them go. I laughed a little because it seemed like I wrote a whole letter.
But then I let it go and said Happy Birthday to my dad and i broke down. I'm not looking forward to my birthday or christmas.