HI MY NAME IS JENNIFER CRUZ AND I HAVE NEVER VISITED THIS KIND OF WEBSITE. I LOST MY HUSBAND CAESAR CRUZ ON DEC.11,2009. HE WAS SHOT AND KILLED BY THE ANAHEIM POLICE DEPARTMENT AT THE WALMART PARKINGLOT IN THE CITY OF ANAHEIM. I WAS WITH MY HUSBAND SINCE OCT 1,1995. IN THOSE 14 YEARS GOD GAVE US 4 HANDSOME BOYS OF OUR OWN PLUS I GAINED A STEP-SON WHICH HE HAD BEFORE WE MET. ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR AND WE STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANY ANSWERS TO WHY HE WAS MURDERED. AT FIRST I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ACT. ACTUALLY ALL THAT I KEPT TELLING MYSELF IS "I HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR MY BOYS." ALSO THIS WAS MY FIRST FUNERAL EVER. MY SISTER TELLS ME SHE DOESN'T THINK HIS LOSS HAS HIT ME YET. AND AS WEIRED AND DUMB AS THIS SOUNDS I TELL HER, "I KNOW HE'S DEAD I WAS THERE AT THE FUNERAL, BUT I FIND MYSELF STILL WAITING FOR HIM TO COME HOME AS IF HE WE'RE ON VACATION. THEN ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS TO DEAL WITH IS RELATING TO MY BOYS WHOS AGES ARE 18, 13, 11, 9, AND 4. THE REASON IT'S SO IS BECAUSE I'M 34 YRS OLD AND I HAVE BOTH MY PARENTS. AND IF AT TIMES I MYSELF DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH LET ALONE MY POOR KIDS. WELL THIS IS MY STORY HOPE I CAN GET SOME FEEDBACK,SUGGESTIONS,HELP.
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