The loss of my son Jon has changed my spirit.  I do not have that happy go lucky attitude anymore, but I do have a deeper spiritual belief.  Following Jon's death I began to experience events which were unexplainable.  I would receive calls from people throughout the United States.  They would inquire as to why I had called them as my phone number would show up on their caller ID. No one in our home had made these calls.  In fact many of the calls were received when I was at home alone.  I called the phone company and it was indicated that the calls were not made from our home phone.  I also felt Jon, as I layed in bed on my stomach I felt a pressure on my back.  It lifted then came again.  My heart was racing.  I sat up in bed and saw Jon in front of me he was smiling with his baseball cap on.  It has been 7 years since his death.  The signs are less frequent.  But I know that he is "somewhere"  I thank God for the signs I have received.  I also have a website, where you may share your story www.thechildwelost.com  God Bless you, Susan Casadei