still trying to get thorugh the days

Hey i locked my wrist somehow so cant type much. i just want to thank everyone for your kind comments and advice. i know so many of you are as fresh to this grief as i am, so im not sure how i can offer support quite yet.  Just knowing that people are suffering the same way as me is comforting as awful as that sounds.  Im trying to not drink as much, but still finding my footing. weekends are hard, but during the week im okay most of it anyway.  I feel like i need to totally revamp my life and find my purpose and pursue it now. i want to make a diffrence and make it for my brother. I have struggled with my own issues with substances and now that my brother is gone i feel even stronger to be the best person and live the best life.  I pick up the phone to call him and realize he isnt here anymroe and is never coming back.  I guess acceptance takes a awhile.  Candy i can see that even after 9 months i guess time is very irrelevant when it comes to such a loss. I am sorry for everyone here going through pain, but am so grateful we can share our thoughts here. thank you

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