3 weeks ago I lost my boyfiend and best Friend. I feel like he world turned up side down on me, he was my everything, he made me happy, smile I would always get text message of him waking up in the morning. He died of Brain aneurysm, I talked to him at 12:45 pm and they found his body at 3pm he died working, I am in shock because I never said good bye to him. and the worst thing his family never knew because we had dated only 6month but we knew each other for four years. I never got the chance to see his body or burry him. I saw him on Friday and died on Tuesday That was the last time I saw him. I don't want to eat, I don't want to cook, because he would always ask me what I cooked and what I am going to eat even before we were still friends, he was part of my daily life because I knew what he was going to do for the day and he knew what I was going to do for the day. I had plans but everything turned down. I don't have my family here to comfort me and my friends are busy working. so basically I stay in my room and cry the whole and asking God Why and why did he take him out of my life. people who have lost their loved ones will this pain go away?