Hi, my name is Jeff, I'm new, I just lost Lois on Apr., 10 2018. We didn't even know she was sick until March, so you can see she went quickly. I was diagnosed with an artery disease, 3 yrs., ago, after several surgeries I lost my left leg above the knee in may of 2017, also my job and Ins,. My last surgery to save my other leg was Jan., 2018, 10 days in the hospital. She stayed beside me the entire time, only left my side to go eat. She was there for me through everything, she changed my bandages, helped me bath, even in the bathroom. Now I understand your pain. I feel lost, alone, angry even guilty. She was the love of my life. I didn't know you could feel such pain!