My husband died suddenly a year ago and it seems like yesterday. I can't stand the pain. He was only 50 years old. I miss him so much. He was my hero, my best friend.
Now I am lost , I feel I have retired from life. I am stuck at go. I don't know what to do. I am also so lonely. We spent every day together. We did everything together. He was my sweatheart. I love him so much. The silence is so deafing, if anyone knows what I mean.