On Oct 30, 2010 he would have been 35, I thought the other day how I had brought a birthday cake to him back in 1997, for his 21 birthday in my little black tight dress, hair done the whole works :) He had such a big smile on his face when he saw me standing there with his cake singing Happy Birthday. I had later found out that it was the first cake he had since he was a baby. I miss his smile and hugs most of all. The way he looked at me ... with such love. How young and blind I was. He never liked celebrating holidays, he told me I brought the child back in side him. Just to hear his voice again, even if it is a recording. Such great times we had with us and our friends. There is no grave for me to visit I wish there was I think the healing process would be easier if there was a place that I could sit and think of him. That's my thought for the moment

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