Hello, my name is Eleanor. I joined Legacy.com because after being a widow for over 2 years....I am still grieving the loss of my husband of 38 years. We shared a wonderful life with my 2 sons. I experienced the most life-changing events in the past two years that traumatized my whole being. I did not have the skills to cope with Bob's death which happened after he had a successful kidney transplant. He died of heart failure about 20 minutes after being discharged from the hospital. I am still in shock.