Wow, babe... What a great weekend!! I had the best time spending Christmas with your moms and family, and even got to meet Kevin and his wife. They were so great, wish you could have been there, but I understand you were tied up with higher matters. I wanted to say thank you, for my Christmas wish. When I walked out to my car and it immediatly started snowing on me... WOW, I guess you did love me unconditionally. It meant sooo much to me, and even though you couldn't be with us, I swear I could feel that you were. It was tough, but I did you proud. I smiled, I laughed, we told stories, and yes I even cried a little... Blame it on your sister Tess, I think she likes making me cry (damn ring ;-) ) LOL. I hope I didn't hurt your ears, when I sang Happy Birthday to you on Saturday LOL. I didn't mean to belt it out that loud, im pretty sure your dad heard us from three grave sight over hehe. I knew you'd like it, and when it started snowing on us again, it was almost like I could feel you hugging me... Telling me "thank you, that was the best sweetie"! I miss you so much!!! your voice, your smile, your companionship.... Im sure I still have a long way to go in the grieving process, and I know I can count on God to get me through this. If it's not too much to ask, I may need a little support from you too?!?! It's almost New Years, and I won't have my Mr Marshmellow Man here to give me that midnight kiss... But don't worry babe i'm strong, and im gonna get through this. It may take time, and I may have weak moments... but I remember how you used to tell me you loved it when I was happy, and how you never wanted to make me cry. Its those words that drive me, and make me want to be happy again. I love you, and ill talk to you again soon!!