My wonderful husband and the love of my life passed away on March 1st, 2010. Today 3-19 would have been and is our 18th wedding anniversary. I miss him more than words can say. I no its only been a short time since God called him home to be with him, but I feel as if God took my reason for living from me. My husband was very sick for several months and I no he is no longer suffering, but I still hear him calling out to me at night and I go in to the room where he was and then relize that he isn't there. We did everything together, now I have to do things on my own and it hurts more than I thought possible to hurt. I have people telling me in time that it will get easier, but I wonder about that.