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At 10:43pm on October 28, 2011, Alicia Rodriguez said…
Hi to every body making it one day at time with out our beloved Angeles can anýone tell me how are we to go on so unhappy?
At 6:36pm on October 27, 2011, valerie moore said…
hi alicia, thanks soo much for writing to me.  i have been so down, feeling so very alone and sad.  i too think of my dusty every minute of every hour of every day. he was the love of my life. i try not to be mad at God because Dusty made the bad decision of taking too many drugs, that is what he passed from. he had a bad drug problem and i prayed for years that God would heal him.  I supposed that God thought dusty need to finally be in  a peaceful place instead of his horrible chaotic life.  words cannot explain how i miss his handsome face and sweet hugs.  do you think we will ever have joy in our life...?? i just wonder.....  hope your at least ok....love,  valerie
At 9:05pm on September 28, 2011, victoria, Justin's Mom said…

I havent been on the site for a long time.  Just saw your message a week ago.  Our sons died on the same day so we are probably in similar shape now.  I don't need to explain how I feel because you are probably feeling the same.  It helps that I have contact with his children but they do not replace him in my heart or in my life.  Looking out for them and doing things for them and spending time with them is at least something I can do for Justin and that gives me a purpose in life and at least some reason to stay on this earth.   I am sorry for your loss of Jesse.  I know his family misses him the same way we miss Justin.  Justin was born April 28, 1981 and will be forever 28.    Victoria, Justin's Mother

 

At 1:47am on September 21, 2011, Amelia R Chavez said…
Hi Alicia you know my oldest also died from his liver giving out on him. He drank beer on weekend but was so depressed from not working and he also was taking tylenol pms to sleep and also other pulls i really didnt know about until he had passed.Please never be sorry for ranting i am always here for you and know that you will do the same for me.I know what you are going through especially losing our oldest please i am here for you and would love to keep in touch with you . Your friend
At 10:45pm on September 16, 2011, Amelia R Chavez said…
  1. Hi Alicia so sorry that i have no responed to you but we moved and the internet here is not good at all it takes forever!!anyway thank you for writing and i was named after my grandmother. I truly understand your feelings i do the exact same things no one understands but us that have been through this nightmare i hope to keep in touch with all of you beacause this is better then seeing a shrink they dont know unless they walk our shoes..lots of hugs and prayers to you and family
At 10:57am on September 12, 2011, Janet - Todd's Mom said…

Hi Alicia,

It's good to hear from you.  I feel exactly the same as you, missing my Todd more each day.  He brought so much joy to my life, and I feel as though I took him for granted.  I knew he was a wonderful person and an even better son, but I didn't realize the unique bond we had until he was gone.  I'm struggling to appreciate the time we did have with him, and not dwell on the fact that he is not with us now, but it's really really difficult every day.

As for lawyers, we couldn't get anywhere with them.  We started with a top lawyer from our area, whose sister worked with Todd and liked him very much.  After studying his case for four months, they said it couldn't be proved that the despicable doctor my son went to for medical treatment of his pneumonia symptoms and who ignored him, actually caused his death!  So we went to four more top attorneys in Boston and they all said the same thing.  What is the world coming to if a doctor has the right to ignore symptoms and say, "you're not that sick" and the person dies 9 days later and it's okay with the Board of Medicine?  I'll never understand.

Thinking of you and understanding what you are going through,

Hugs,

Janet

At 9:50am on August 28, 2011, valerie moore said…
dear alicia,  thanks for thinking of me today. i still have a hard time believing that dusty is really gone.  my heart is broken, never to be whole again.  love you, valerie
At 8:19pm on July 19, 2011, Alicia Rodriguez said…
JESSE MIss EVERYDAY SON. WICHING YOU WERE HERE.YOU'RE IN MY HEART AND IN MY MIND EVERYDAY.YOU'RE. BROTHERS. NSISTERS MISS YOU. LOVE YOU MOM
At 8:14pm on July 19, 2011, TXMOM said…

Hi Alicia,

That was a nice time, I'm glad we went, it is a good memory of him out there playing volleyball with his cousins and uncles. 

He has really been on my mind where everything today has made me cry.  I am lucky enough to say that he was only 16 but he had a baby, which is his little twin.  I was so upset with him when I found out that this girl was pregnant, and now somedays I thank GOD for leaving me a little piece of him here. 

I have been planning my grandson's 2nd bday party and there are moments when I stop what I am doing and just talk to him, just wanting to shout out why are you not here to see your son grow up.  It hurts to know that over some fight with his gf that he would do this.  I thought time would ease the pain, but unfortunately it hasn't and I have to deal with her because of my grandson.  Believe me it is hard sometimes to keep my opinion to myself.  I am usually very outspoken.  I just try to keep the peace in order to see my grandson and not have any drama. 

You said you were from Harlingen, wow I was born in Kingsville but we moved away when I was in my teens.  Still go down there occasionally though. 

Well, take care and keep in contact.  Nice talking to you!!!

At 8:14pm on July 19, 2011, TXMOM said…

Hi Alicia,

That was a nice time, I'm glad we went, it is a good memory of him out there playing volleyball with his cousins and uncles. 

He has really been on my mind where everything today has made me cry.  I am lucky enough to say that he was only 16 but he had a baby, which is his little twin.  I was so upset with him when I found out that this girl was pregnant, and now somedays I thank GOD for leaving me a little piece of him here. 

I have been planning my grandson's 2nd bday party and there are moments when I stop what I am doing and just talk to him, just wanting to shout out why are you not here to see your son grow up.  It hurts to know that over some fight with his gf that he would do this.  I thought time would ease the pain, but unfortunately it hasn't and I have to deal with her because of my grandson.  Believe me it is hard sometimes to keep my opinion to myself.  I am usually very outspoken.  I just try to keep the peace in order to see my grandson and not have any drama. 

You said you were from Harlingen, wow I was born in Kingsville but we moved away when I was in my teens.  Still go down there occasionally though. 

Well, take care and keep in contact.  Nice talking to you!!!

At 3:12pm on July 19, 2011, TXMOM said…

Thanks Alicia,

Yes, it doesn't matter how old they were, they were our children and always we will still think of them as our babies.  It has been hard for me, about to be 2 years in September and am not looking forward to it.  I don't know why but sometimes it seems like doomsday is on that day or something.  I miss him dearly, he was my youngest of 3 children, so yes my baby. 

Nice to be able to talk to someone who also knows the pain of losing a child and can understand why sometimes we act crazy, lol or just want to be left alone to cry out.  I hold alot in and when I break down, it takes its toll on me, I just keep asking myself why would he do that, I just never expected that to happen.  He was so outgoing and always seemed to talk to me about his problems, except for this time! 

Sorry about ranting Alicia, thanks!

At 5:57pm on July 18, 2011, Stephanie said…
Thanks for your kind words Alicia.  I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious son Jesse.  ((Alicia))  I see you just passed the one year mark--a tough milestone to take.  I started a support group on facebook for those who have lost loved ones to suicide in Texas.  Here is the link if you'd like to join:  http://www.facebook.com/groups/318420411588  Love and healing to you!
At 12:14pm on July 18, 2011, yvonne said…
Alicia my son was 28 years old when he was murdered he die on the07/05/09.I know the gut wrenching feeling.It is very hard to get over.I miss my son so much every day i cry.
At 12:18am on July 14, 2011, JOYCE MASHER, 4 Amy 5158791808 said…

Alicia, I forgot to say, I missed Jesse's Angel date. I am so sorry. These dates are hard to deal with and I hope it wasnt too hard for you.

We are moving close to our 3 yr mark in Sept. I am not looking forward to it.

At 12:18am on July 14, 2011, JOYCE MASHER, 4 Amy 5158791808 said…

Alicia, I forgot to say, I missed Jesse's Angel date. I am so sorry. These dates are hard to deal with and I hope it wasnt too hard for you.

We are moving close to our 3 yr mark in Sept. I am not looking forward to it.

At 12:15am on July 14, 2011, JOYCE MASHER, 4 Amy 5158791808 said…

Alicia, Thank you for your comments on my Amy. I am so sorry it has been a while since I got your comment and I did not reply like I would have liked to do. I have not read any books in a while. I did in the beginning. Some I download from amazon.com as an ebook those that can be read on the computer or a cell phone. I wish I had a laptop, lol. There are a lot of dif types of books. The ones I read are mostly about psychic, mediums or angels and things like that. The first were about grief and how to deal with it or what it is all about. But I found, coming here is better, but it doesnt hurt to read from professionals either. I saw a few listed on the home page of this site and or the obit pages of your local paper, if online, with suggestions. Or ck back on my posts, I know I listed a few and so have others. maybe search for book in the search window, see what comes up.

How are you doing? I have had a few bad days since the 4th and now that summer is here. This is when we would have done things together while her dad worked long hours. He is off now, so now we are together, but some days it is strainful because I get moody more than he does. He deals with losing his own daughter different than I do. I have two older sons from my first marriage.

 I too dont have many words of support but just reading the posts here helps me see that somehow as we each reach different milestones in our journey, we are all in the same boat.

Do you have a picture that you want posted on the main page if not on your own page?  Can you email one to Tami maybe. She will help you get one up so we can all see Jesse.

God bless you thru this life we must now live. hugs

At 12:15am on July 14, 2011, JOYCE MASHER, 4 Amy 5158791808 said…

Alicia, Thank you for your comments on my Amy. I am so sorry it has been a while since I got your comment and I did not reply like I would have liked to do. I have not read any books in a while. I did in the beginning. Some I download from amazon.com as an ebook those that can be read on the computer or a cell phone. I wish I had a laptop, lol. There are a lot of dif types of books. The ones I read are mostly about psychic, mediums or angels and things like that. The first were about grief and how to deal with it or what it is all about. But I found, coming here is better, but it doesnt hurt to read from professionals either. I saw a few listed on the home page of this site and or the obit pages of your local paper, if online, with suggestions. Or ck back on my posts, I know I listed a few and so have others. maybe search for book in the search window, see what comes up.

How are you doing? I have had a few bad days since the 4th and now that summer is here. This is when we would have done things together while her dad worked long hours. He is off now, so now we are together, but some days it is strainful because I get moody more than he does. He deals with losing his own daughter different than I do. I have two older sons from my first marriage.

 I too dont have many words of support but just reading the posts here helps me see that somehow as we each reach different milestones in our journey, we are all in the same boat.

Do you have a picture that you want posted on the main page if not on your own page?  Can you email one to Tami maybe. She will help you get one up so we can all see Jesse.

God bless you thru this life we must now live. hugs

At 12:15am on July 14, 2011, JOYCE MASHER, 4 Amy 5158791808 said…

Alicia, Thank you for your comments on my Amy. I am so sorry it has been a while since I got your comment and I did not reply like I would have liked to do. I have not read any books in a while. I did in the beginning. Some I download from amazon.com as an ebook those that can be read on the computer or a cell phone. I wish I had a laptop, lol. There are a lot of dif types of books. The ones I read are mostly about psychic, mediums or angels and things like that. The first were about grief and how to deal with it or what it is all about. But I found, coming here is better, but it doesnt hurt to read from professionals either. I saw a few listed on the home page of this site and or the obit pages of your local paper, if online, with suggestions. Or ck back on my posts, I know I listed a few and so have others. maybe search for book in the search window, see what comes up.

How are you doing? I have had a few bad days since the 4th and now that summer is here. This is when we would have done things together while her dad worked long hours. He is off now, so now we are together, but some days it is strainful because I get moody more than he does. He deals with losing his own daughter different than I do. I have two older sons from my first marriage.

 I too dont have many words of support but just reading the posts here helps me see that somehow as we each reach different milestones in our journey, we are all in the same boat.

Do you have a picture that you want posted on the main page if not on your own page?  Can you email one to Tami maybe. She will help you get one up so we can all see Jesse.

God bless you thru this life we must now live. hugs

At 5:03am on July 11, 2011, Alicia Rodriguez said…
Jesse miss you so much my beloved son i don't know what to do with out you my king miss you every day i wich u were here miss for ever my kimg mom
At 8:41am on July 9, 2011, Carrie L said…
Hi Alicia thanks for writing. It is a hard journey something i didn't really think would happen .. i don't really like being on this journey without him in it. but i have other children who need me. and somehow i will pick myself up and go on and be a better person for them... love to you carrie l

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