I was skimming thru pages and realized you just had your 1 year angelversary. I do hope you "survived it" okay and maybe even did something special for you and your children to get thru the day. I hope you are doing well and life is moving forward for you. Hugs

Hi Basia, I hope you are doing okay.

Basia, it is good to talk to you and no you do not rumble on. My son Lee is not grieving at all and is like your daughter walking out of the room or shutting down that makes me so worried but I guess that sooner or later he will grieve for his Fernando. Sometimes I catch myself daydreaming he is here but only not near me and our lives are divided by a great big wall. Lee is so heartbroken that his Dad is not here because I guess he was his protector and his rock and me,well.... My daughter Lora is more talking about her Dad sometimes with me now and she is so angry just like me that makes me a little sad that she is watches me with my anger against the Dr. I feel so lost without him still and every decision I make seems so wrong and not what Fernando would do. Lora's birthday was difficult although we had a party, which went well till the last minute where gate crashers came and stole her phone with all the other people and had to call the police. Life really sucks without my Baby!

with lots of hugs to all
Hulya

tomorrow it will be 6 month, I just do not believe it. Want him back!

Basia, I have applied for permant places in some of the charities to work and hopefully i will get a place. Love the pics of all you sitting together.

Good to hear from you back, the kids doing ok but I think my boy is starts struggling with his anger a little. My daughter is more the busy bee and tries to live for my husband when he was young, bless her. Daddy's girl is Lora nearly 16, ten days before FERNANDO'S birthday and Lee is 12. How are you kids doing.

Basia, I feel the same that time supposed to be a healer but I guess it is not our time then. My mum said that the children is a part Fernando and he would not want them to suffer but I do... I am not sure of anything and confused.

It is good get away and empty the head to clear your thoughts. Nice you back))))))

Good to hear from you back, the kids doing ok but I think my boy is starts struggling with his anger a little. My daughter is more the busy bee and tries to live for my husband when he was young, bless her. Daddy's girl is Lora nearly 16, ten days before FERNANDO'S birthday and Lee is 12. How are you kids doing.

Basia, I feel the same that time supposed to be a healer but I guess it is not our time then. My mum said that the children is a part Fernando and he would not want them to suffer but I do... I am not sure of anything and confused.

It is good get away and empty the head to clear your thoughts. Nice you back))))))

BASIA, JUST LIKE TO HEAR FROM YOU.

with lots of hugs ;)

Basia, I am not hearing from you. Just want to know how your are progressin and would love to hear from you. How are the children coping and I know that asking how are you is a stupid question but I like to hear from you.

with lots of hugs

just keep in mind you will always have your husband in your heart and your kids to help you through this .god has his reasons and your husband has a mission in heaven .life has its ups and downs but god will always guide us and love from ur family will get through this god bless-niki c.

Basia, want to know how are you? I just want to hear from you if you need an ear!

hugs

Basia, just wanted to say hello and hear from you. I will go end of this week or begining of next week to an volunteer bureau to suggest some. I kinda realize that I need to keep me busy till I will be with my Baby. with lost of hugs Hulya

Thank you basia for checking in on me. I'm kinda ok, how you doing? We will never be ok, but hang in there. Thats all we can do. Hug to you. Hugs are good.

Hi,
We're both recent widows, desperately readjusting to life w/out our companions! Our anniversary is fast approaching: June 24th! Help, I still don't want to believe it!!!!!!
Thank you for sharing!!!
Please, look at Poetic Marketer via Googles home page! Thanks,
Liz

Can I say the family picture is lovely, your daughters look like you husband and your son looks like you.

We got married on the 15 of October 1994 one of the happiest day of my live followed by my daughters birth, when he said one of his wishes came true, to be a father.

I'm so glad you responded right away! My husband was my savior too!!!
If you'd like to get together let me know!!
I love children & can help out too!!!
Liz

Basia, you have every right to be mad at the remarks people make and I guess they really don't know what to say but in that case, maybe they should say nothing but just give you a hug. Hugs help. Right now, everyone but my family and a really close friend kind of avoid me because they don't know what to say or how I will react. I think this is probably best. I need my children now and my friend. She has gone through this and after 11 years is still grieving. We have been close friends for almost 35 years and she has been so helpful to me. I really feel for you and your children. Also, the pictures are so nice and you have beautiful children. Try to be strong and I know how difficult that is but I guess that is all we have left. May God Bless you and the children.