basia: i just read your comment. i have a good one to add to your list: about 6mos ago i was going to lunch when i got outside i ran into someone that i knew a female she stopped me and asked me if i would like to go out for a bite with her and her friends i told her no thanks well her reply are you ready for this 'WHY YOU DO NOT HAVE A MAN WAITING FOR YOU AT HOME> people could be so hurtful for what they say
basia, i sent you a reply about medications just about twenty minutes ago, and anothe reply about the people who were so ignorant with there so called compassion for your feelings. if you want to email me , my email is email@example.com
Thanks for your message, today is 63 days for me and it feels like a lifetime of loneliness and isolation. It also feels like it's getting worse for me. I was most probably in shock for the first couple of weeks together with all the paperwork etc. etc. Now it's starting to sink in - and I just can't kid myself anymore that it's just a dream... It's obviously easier to give advice than take it - so all I can say to you is not to look at the rest of your life, or even tomorrow - that's just TOO long! I just try to get through the next hour - that's all I'm strong enough for.