Thank you so much for your words of comfort. And I will continue to pray for you and your family as you pray for me and mine. God Bless.

Thank you so much for your words of comfort. And I will continue to pray for you and your family as you pray for me and mine. God Bless.

Kathy,
So sorry, for getting back to you, late. Thank you so, so much, for leaving me a comment. I'm doing a lil better, but, the holidays are coming and so is my dads birthday. I'm almost done, cleaning his house out, I am waiting for a call, to see IF I want to sell it, to this person. I am NOT going to be paying Inheritence tax.. it's ludicrous, so I am selling as is, and hope the people who gain this fabulous home, will have many, MANY happy lives and memories will be built. Thanks again, {{HUGS}}

Thank you Kathy for adding me to your friends list! Have a great day! =)

Thank u Kathy.. u are very sweet

Thank u Kathy.. u are very sweet

I appreciate your kind thoughts, You know just the right things to say, I am still working on that. BiG HuGs, Jane

No apologies needed. We each cope in our own way. Thank you for your good thoughts.

Thank you for your kind words, however I do not believe in God nor do I read the Bible. What happens now depends on me and how I learn to deal with life without my sister. I am working on that.

Thank you for preying for my daughter and I. She is holding so much in but I did get her to go to TWO Rivers Hosptial, for detox. She says she is clean and I told her that she has been thru a lot. I also told her that in 30 days I'm going to drug test her ,here at home. I write her peoms every day.She called my in her room the other day to read a peom she had wrote to her ex boy friend. She misses him so much. I can't understand why he would do this. But he might have thought that life wasn't worth living if she broke up with him. I am a strong believer in no guns in the house. My husband used to be a K.C. MO policeman, so he had some guns. When we got married we both had little kids so he took them to his moms. My daughter told me that one day she saw three different guns laying out in his father house,that's where he was living. Teenagers go thru so much, you just never know what they will do. I not saying that you can't have guns in your house. I just think they should be locked up. The day he took his life, he had begged her to come to his house. I told her no because they had been fighting. My husband thinks that if she would have went over to his house. That we have been looking at a murder/suicide. Thank God my daughter listened to me that day.She went and seen a grief therpist the other day. So liked the therpist so she is going to keep going to see her. I have a hard time just thinking want his parents are going thru. I prey for them.

Thank you so much for your comment. Today is especially rough - I went to see my counselor and had major stomach issues. It seems my whole body is grieving. I'm seeing the regular doc tomorrow to get checked out, but this is almost too much to bear. I am so embarrassed and sad.

Dear Kathy, thank you so very much for your concern & prayers. My husband & I had to go to a viewing or as I've always called them a wake. His friend at work lost his dad Thursday. This is only the 2nd one I've gone to since my mom passed & it was more difficult than I let on or thought it would be. I started crying when I saw another person crying. I could not go up to the casket to say a prayer for him & now I feel guilty about that. We stayed about 40 minutes talking to my husbands friend, his wife, & his daughter. The whole time we were there someone was at the casket, so I don't feel realll guilty. Being there just brought back the memories of missing my mama. I still think about about her every day, usually I speak to her too just as I do speak to GOD. One great thing that has happened since she passed on is my oldest son, who at times had said he didn't even believe in GOD has been going to church for about 1&1/2 years was just baptized in April. I know that made my mama very happy!! Once again let me say thank you for your concern & prayers, as you yourself will be in mine.

Dear Kathy,
Thank you for your kind words in regards to my mother and for seeing how I loved her. Her birthday is tomorrow Aug. 8th and I feel lost she would have been 82. I truely never thought losing her could hurt so bad. So thanks again for listening. Hope things in your world are going great!

Dear Kathy

We are all standing in the need of prayer. This is a very good place because we are not alone in this very sad time in our LIFE we are a big family standing in the need of prayer.God bless you all for being there for me this sad time in my life.

Thank you for your support it is very hard for me with out my mother she was my best friend in the world . Now I have know one talk too or tell my secert to anymore I am sad all the I make my self get up very day just to go to work to pay the bills. I have no family let now me and my childrens and one day I am going to leave them and what will they do???????????????. we are close my son is still very because sometime I get very sick . I lost so much weight because I forget to eat.

Kathy, I thank you for your words. I tried therapy for a little while, but talking to someone who did not know Justin, didn't know how he smiled with one side of his mouth or tilited his head, or NEVER until he went to basic training, went a day without calling me and telling me he loved me...Well she just didn't know him and it did nothing for me. I have family that I talk to that all knew him and we all grieve together, but there is still that unhinged wild part of me that I am terrified is going to come out. That it is going to finally click and I will REALLY know he isn't coming back. That is my biggest fear right now. But thank you for your thoughts.

kathy
thank you for your prayers. much needed.
valerie

Kathy, thank you so much for your kind words and scriptures. I am so grateful for this website and friends like you to to share my thoughts about my sister. I miss and cry for her everyday still.