Yes Jackie this sucks , it's pure hell a living nitemare that you can't wake up from. going on 6 months and I still can't believe or accept it. My life will never be the same or do I feel there will ever be any comfort or true happiness again.
im so sorry. this just sucks so badly. i lost my only son who had been 18 for barely a week a month ago. it is one day at a time. i have no words of wisdom as i am still trying to figure out how to deal with each day as it comes. i know it helps to talk to others that have experienced a child loss. but you still feel so alone. hopefully we can all help eachother some how.