Thank you Liz

hi liz thanks for the message,im glad you got thru the holidays their tough,im doing a lot better, i went quite a few weeks with no tears until yesterday and today im real sad,but im realizing time does heal,and i sometimes feel guilty im not sadder all the time like a while back, but you have to heal were all human and humans have the capability to heal, even if that statement just made me sad for wayne i miss him sooooo  much...pamela le!

hi liz thanks for the message,im glad you got thru the holidays their tough,im doing a lot better, i went quite a few weeks with no tears until yesterday and today im real sad,but im realizing time does heal,and i sometimes feel guilty im not sadder all the time like a while back, but you have to heal were all human and humans have the capability to heal, even if that statement just made me sad for wayne i miss him sooooo  much...pamela le!

Hi Elizabeth,I haven't heard from you and I'm hoping you are " ok " I sent a, e mail to your reg e mail address. please stay in touch,hugs

Elizabeth,I'm sorry I took so long in accepting your friend request. I didn't see it till now, this moniter is small and I can't see those things because they are off to the side lol. I hope you are doing " ok ".Hugs

Thank you Elizabeth for your kind words. We are blessed to have been given another chance at happyness.I see your from my neck of the woods lol, my hometown is not an hour away I have been down your way many times. I love the chinese buffet in the English Creek mall there, boy how i miss that. Hugs to you

hi elizabeth: sorry to take so long to get back at you george lived at 38 kelly parkway in bayonne he always told me how bayonne is so safe where others told me bayonne is just as bad as jersey city but never in the news do you remember a bar and rest. called kosakowski bar and corrial (spelling) hope you take good care of yourself

hi elizabeth: sorry to take so long to get back at you george lived at 38 kelly parkway in bayonne he always told me how bayonne is so safe where others told me bayonne is just as bad as jersey city but never in the news do you remember a bar and rest. called kosakowski bar and corrial (spelling) hope you take good care of yourself

hi,i havent been on her for a while,i have to say my days are not getting better im so sad, so lost, and so scared of everything now, i miss him so much i still go to the grave everyday and i prey for some sorta peace within me, but it hasnt come yet, it'll be a year dec6th and i remember every last thing we did that day before and said,and im scared to face that day but its coming,im sorry for your loss,i know right now your still in shock thats how it goes,believe me then the real saddness sets in, im sorry if that makes you sadder,but you need to be prpared cuz it does get worse it really does, thanks for shareing some with me hope to hear from you soon ...bye

hi,i havent been on her for a while,i have to say my days are not getting better im so sad, so lost, and so scared of everything now, i miss him so much i still go to the grave everyday and i prey for some sorta peace within me, but it hasnt come yet, it'll be a year dec6th and i remember every last thing we did that day before and said,and im scared to face that day but its coming,im sorry for your loss,i know right now your still in shock thats how it goes,believe me then the real saddness sets in, im sorry if that makes you sadder,but you need to be prpared cuz it does get worse it really does, thanks for shareing some with me hope to hear from you soon ...bye

I'm glad to hear from you, Elizabeth. But I didn't realize it was the 1-month anniversary of Ron's death. The calendar suddenly has so many anniversaries - it's a memory minefield. I think it was a good idea to go to Ron's graveside at the time of his death and release the balloon, but I'm not surprised it left you crying. How could it not? But I still think it was a lovely thing to do, and I believe it probably was good for you, too - or will be, in the long run. My husband's birthday is in November; I've been thinking of going to his graveside on that day. I expect I'll leave crying, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. There's no way a loss like this doesn't hurt terribly.