I check all the time to see if I can be of help in some way. So if you want to share whatever it is here than I will answer you as best as I can. In the meantime take care of yourself doing whatever it is that helps you.
I have been a member on Loss of a Child for some years. My only child Joe was taken from all who love him by a drunk driver 8 years ago April 2010.
It's not easy to sign up but it's a good idea to chose a group that can relate with. There use to be more members on the site I visit. David and I appear to be the only two that are still regulars. He posts flowers and on the latest conversations. It's best to go on the wall were you want to connect with people that unfortunately have the same commonality with loss of whoever the loved one may be. I also signed up for loss of parents and sibling. One time I thought I had to rejoin and lost lots of things written.