Hello Vicki, I know it has been a few years since this post. I was reading what you wrote and just cried because I feel the same pain. It has only been barely 5 months since my daughter aborted my first and only grandchild and I feel so alone. No one really understand what I am going through and what I am feeling. I pray that you have been able to find healing and peace. The grieving will never end. I believe we will forever mourn our grandbabies. They are with our loving Father in heaven and we will see them and that is what keeps me going each day.