Hi joan just stopped to see how your doing i know its not easy losing our boys me just here still stugglin missing my son going on 3 years and its not any better maybe worse cause i know his realy gone and ill never see him again it is so hard well friend hugs to you pleas keep in touch alicia jesses mom
I'm sorry it took me so long to get back to you I have not been on here for a long time. Where are you in Ut. I'm so sorry for your loss. There are just no words. I have really been struggling, it just never stops even for a minute but I know you know that. Look forward to hearing from you. Take care. Bobbys mom Michelle
Hi joan stopped to read the posts wondering how you doing. But i know you must be missing you're beloved Aaron. I two am missing my beloved jesse we just have to make it one day at a time.And for our other kids. And our grankids.you're in my Prayers. A Hug to you and let's try and be strong.Alicia Jesse's Mom
Thanks for all your sweet comments we made it through the day sent balloons to heaven sang Happy Bday ate kitkats his favorite candy lit candles watched a video from his 15 bday did some crying but it felt good to be all together.Hugs and love to you all !
Hi joan im really so sorry we have to be here missing our beloved son's wich they know how much we miss them.you're bearly starting on you're journey. It is very sad we are here and that they've left us first. We are left here to morn them i have four sons and two daughters.but it don't matter everyone is defferant. I lost my first born he was 3 in 1979.now my next born jesse. Everyday i just pray. That i don't lose another child.before i go.but i guess I'll never know who's next.i just pray.God Bless you.Alicia Jesse's Mom
Hi joan so sorry for you're loss.i lost my son jesse on7/12/09 i miss him everyday and night sorry to tell you it don't get better.we just learn to live with it.im really sorry how old was you're beloved son? And his name.I'll keep you in my Prayers. Hug to you we're all here for you whenever you need to come here.Alicia Jesse's Mom
Joan, I can tell you from experience and from what others tell me that being in a group that shares your pain is very helpful, you don't get judged here, your feeling are yours alone, we all know the pain and are more than willing to help you through this. Some come here to vent on their darkest days, just want you to be aware, it is ok to do that, it helps to release your feelings sometimes when you have nobody to talk to that knows what you are going through. Just know that when and if you are ready to talk, we are here for you.... You are so new to this pain. I hold you in my thoughts.