Your daughter is beautiful. I have a passion for horses as well and own them. Was this a horse she was familiar with? If you don't mind me asking, what went wrong? Chad loved horses too. I am so sorry for your loss. Lisa (Chad's Mom)
Just saw the comment you left on August 26th. The days are so hard. Another friend I have met through here says that her son's birthday is about him; the day they lost him is about her and her husband. I think when we are early in our grief we don't know how we will be in the future; whether we will have the strength to smile with meaning behind it or not. I think of the thousands of memories that we still to be made, thousands of laughs, thousands of conversations never to be had.
I know my son's hopes and dreams (not all of them, of course) but enough of them. Filled with sadness that he will never experience "LIFE". Oh he was very loved here and had some awesome times; a mom who adored him, a dad who was so proud of him, and a brother who needed him, and two sisters who thought he was their idol. That's a lot to lose. But still I think of his loss. We have a golf tournament set up in his honor and for this 1st once we raised 18,000 dollars. Chad's birthday will be November 24th. He would be 20. Can you imagine. And next year his 21st birthday falls on Thanksgiving. He would have thought that was so cool. Bottom line is I love him with the passion of a mom. I will grieve him till the day I die.
I think of all the future weddings, babies, family events without him. Nothing can ever make that truly good again. Nothing.
Tell me about your daughter. I am so very sorry for your loss.
Hi, I lost my 18 year old daughter in motorvehicle accident, 2008 I know she is at peace in heaven and I will see her again, that is what helps me stay out of deep depression. I still walk almost in a daze and can't believe she is gone. She would want me to be happy, she wouldn't like to see me sad all the time. I recently moved and feel very lonely. I wish the best for you. Jane, Nicole's mama
hi kelly sorry to say welcome to this site we all should not be here but unfortunaly we are. this is a site for us because all of us are going thru the same thing losing a very special person that was our best friend. keep on this site it will help you and you have friends here sorry for your loss