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Posted on June 7, 2011 at 11:30pm 2 Comments 0 Likes
Hi Chicago! Ethan's a good little traveler, so we can drive wherever. I'll start looking at dates to see if we can maybe work something out with others in the area - maybe sometime in April? My schedule is limited to weekends, but I would think that'd be the same for most people.
I hope you had a good day .
My days are so lonely.
Hi Chicago Beard ...
Thanks for letting me know about ulcerated colitis. I think I have GERD. I have done much research in the past two months re grief and find that everything in our body goes wacko (hormonal) when we are grieving. I can certainly believe it. I'll be seeing the doc on Tuesday and as far as looking for another doc our system in British Columbia has a shortage of GP's and other docs and feeling as I do I just can't climb one more mountain of bureaucracy while still grieving for my beloved spouse. One thing I have learned ... God is either going to get me through this or it's time for me to go and as strange as that sounds it does bring some comfort as far as taking the stress off me and hopefully others. I was strong before and I will be again. Thank you to everyone on here for your kind support as it has saved me from going totally over the edge.
Love and my prayers to everyone here
Thank you so much for your kind words and good suggestion. Isn't that true, so much easier to talk with strangers, with counsellors, than your own family. Things get so complicated. When you read other posts also they do reflect the same issues, that is feeling like a burden, being afraid to ask for help, not wanting to, etc. We had a happier day today and she is expecting a baby any day now and emotions are pretty visible. She and I started talking about her dad and she said how sad she was that she couldn't be sharing her happiness and the baby with her dad but then we both said that he was watching from heaven and he would know he will have a beautiful and loving grandchild who will remind us of him and his kind heart.
Do you like to read? I find it so helpful and comforting to me. Yes, nothing is the same any more, but each day I know my dear sweetheart is right there with me, bringing me through on those rough days and supporting me thru the others.
p.s. you look like such a cute couple! a fun and loving relationship.