I lost my husband the 12th of April of this year, he was the love of my life for 27 years. We had dated at an early age and then went our different ways, we both married, had children and then each divorced. 13 years later our paths crossed again and from then on it was like nothing had ever changed. He truly was my soul mate and I can't get over not having him here with me. He died from a massive heart attack here at home Easter morning but before he died he sent me out of the room when I returned about 2 seconds later he was slumped over the kitchen table. I had open heart surgery in 2000 and from then on he did the shopping and the biggest part of the cooking. He tried to protect me from everything even up to the time of his death. I loved him so very much and don't think I'll ever get over his death.