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My Son Gregory

Posted on December 25, 2009 at 3:08am 8 Comments

I lost my beautiful 26 year old son Gregory on Dec 2 2009 . I am still in shock, He had flu symptoms and was getting ready for work @ 6 am on Dec 2 my 13 year old son needed to go to the bathroom and banged on the door but no answer from Greg. He came to wake me and we had to unlock to the BR door and there was my baby laying on the cold floor .I took one look at him and knew he was gone but did CPR in hope that I was wrong until the EMS arrived 20 minutes later .they worked on him for 40… Continue

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At 1:38pm on January 29, 2011, Tammy Love said…

Thank you for your kind words, they mean a lot to me.  I am so sorry for your loss , the pain is so bad and is something that will never go away.  Like a wound that is always there and just when it may begin to scab over, its broken wide open again.  Never to heal.  One moment we think yeah we can do this, the next not so much.  I know Ashleigh is around me, so many amazing things have happned to me to confirm it, but never the same , never as it was, you know.  I will say a prayer for you , I haven't been on here a lot sometimes I just can't, but I think of everyone all the time........till we speak again, prayers for you and our angels......

At 1:53pm on March 16, 2010, jeremys mom said…
It will be 2 years for me in June and I still have hard times. There are days when I would like to pull the covers up over my head and stay there all day. You are still at the beginning of this long journey. I find that the 2nd year is even harder because the reality really starts to set in. None of us should have to go through this. I truely understand how sad you are that your best friend doesn't want to talk about your son. Mine is my sister. She tells others that I don't talk to her about things but everytime I bring my son up she changes the subject so no I don't talk to her about anything anymore. I wish I could. I do have a really good friend that I can talk to but I find that most people are uncomfortable. You hang in there and keep coming here, we all love to hear about your son. God bless you.
At 1:19pm on March 16, 2010, Amelia R Chavez said…
I understand what your saying one of my sisters won't come to see me nor call she had said to one of my other sister that i just make her cry when she sees me. It will be 8 month that my son has been gone and it will never get easier.I can't get let go yet and i just want ever one to understand that it not easy for us mothers and it will never be the same with out our loved one you take care and we can cry when ever we want!!
At 5:33am on February 25, 2010, Jenny Ruselowski said…
He did come to me once already. He was surrounded by a beautiful white light and I ran to him gave him a big hug told him I love him and miss him. He said he loves me too. He also told me he can eat and drink anything he wants to and he is ok and that no one hurt him. Then my darn cat woke me up.

John had kidney problems so he could not eat and drink certain things and it drove him crazy. This dream was just days after he passed. I wish I would get another dream or a sign he is ok when i am awake. My sister had a dream that he told her he is sorry he didnt mean it and repeated it a couple times. that made me happy but yet sad becuase he is gone.
At 11:57am on February 24, 2010, Jenny Ruselowski said…
glad to hear you are keeping yourself busy. I hope you find a new place soon. I know how hard it is to remain in the house where your child passed. I dont know if or how long I can stay here. I hope and pray that my son will come to me. i think that is part of why i am still in this house.
At 7:01am on February 24, 2010, Jenny Ruselowski said…
i will keep you in my prayers. thank you
At 8:42am on February 23, 2010, Lisa Hobrook said…
I will pray for you, Pamela. Lisa
At 7:36pm on February 22, 2010, Jenny Ruselowski said…
wow it took them 20 minutes to come that is crazy. my son passed in his bedroom. he went to sleep and never woke up. it is very hard for me to walk into his room now i still see him laying in his bed passed on to the other world. I try to see him in there in a different way but it is hard. my oldest son found him. he went to ask him if he could use his gloves and got no answer at the door so he went in. Sammy came back out and said there is something wrong with John he wont move. i ran in there and sure enough he was gone. i like you called 911 anyway. my son passed dec 19, 2009.
At 7:29pm on February 22, 2010, Jenny Ruselowski said…
My son also died in the house i live in. i talk about moving all the time. sometims i think i never want to move because of the memories. other times i think i cant even go in his room it hurts to much. i dont know if or how long i will stay in this house. i dont see me staying here for the rest of my life. it is very hard to deal with. I had also seen someone who reminded me of my son. he looked and smelled like him. i did not get the chance to really look at him but i would have liked to look at him a little more. we were in the store and he walked past me only for a second then he was gone. but i did the same thing as you i went to my car and cryed and cryed. I just hope this pain gets to a point where we can deal with it a little better and maybe even have some good days. take care
At 9:55am on February 6, 2010, Chelle said…
Dear Gregory mom. I'am very sorry to hear of the loss of your child. Do take comfort that Jehovah will restore your son to you. By means of the ressurrection hope. You see i find comfort in what the bible teaches, that Jehovah did not intend for humans to die, he originally created them to live forever on Earth. Unfortunately Adam and Eve disobeyed a simple command in the garden of Eden. ( Genesis 1:28, 2:15-17)
However the loving god that Jehovah is he made a hope, a way out for his creation. By means of the ransom sacrafice of his only begotten son " so all those exercising faith in him could gain everlasting life".
When Jesus was on earth he showed that the future ressurrection of all those in the memorial tombs was possible. He ressurrected a 12 year old girl in Luke 8:40. His friend Lazarus in John 11:11-44. And the son of a widow in Luke 7:11-17. These were examples of what will take place under God's kingdom soon to reign on Earth.
God "will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more neither will pain nor outcry be anymore. the former things of passed away." Revelation 21:3,4

I hope you find comfort in knowing, as i do, that death will soon no loner be a word in our vocabulary! You and your family are in my prayers


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