Jackie, that is exactly the way I feel. My mom was cremated and my dad put her urn in his bedroom. I give her a kiss everyday and cry because I just can't believe she is gone. It seems like only yesterday was well. I miss her so very much. This pain is unbearable at times. My mom and dad were married 70 years and now I worry about my dad. He is 91 and he is so lost without her. I am scared I will lose him soon.