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Still the Pain and Anger is there.

Posted on July 18, 2010 at 3:03pm 2 Comments 0 Likes

It's been 7 months. It is worse than ever the pain, however now I am angry. My life is collapsing around me. My marriage is going and I am in despair. I am angry all the time and I can't help it. I see my daughter every day in pictures and items and her baby son. When you lose your child it is the worse pain imaginable, I don't wish this on anyone. For the rest of my life the pain will be here, I just don't understand why God took my daughter, how can I have the faith when this pain is so bad.… Continue

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Posted on March 19, 2010 at 12:39am 2 Comments 0 Likes

It was December 2nd, 2009, I saw Kelly at 1.00pm that afternoon and then I had to hurry to work. She seemed a little distressed about personal issues going on between her husband and their life. Her husband was an abuser, mentally and physically. He pyschologically damaged her for the last 11 years and made her the person she was, scared, she had anxiety prolems and was afraid of her husband. In my eyes she was the most beautiful, stunning girl with the greatest heart in the world always caring… Continue

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At 8:16pm on October 21, 2011, Jody's Mom said…: Hi Karen, Miss talking to you , Stay strong , Ur friend forever Ann .

At 8:16pm on October 21, 2011, Jody's Mom said…: Hi Karen, Miss talking to you , Stay strong , Ur friend forever Ann .

At 10:40pm on March 22, 2011, Marlene Fair-Fischer said…: Kelly's Mom, my heart aches with you, although the experience is not the same.

Nothing fills the hole our loved ones leave in our souls ... however, learning to fill the hole is important -- in their honor and in the celebration of their lives. Slowly ... step by step, moment by moment. One Day At A Time used to be my mantra -- but I learned from my husband that it's One Moment At A Time (OMAAT).

Have you tried journaling in a beautiful book that your grandchild will someday cherish?

Hugs and love ... know that you're not alone. Kelly IS around you and feels your love.

She is still with you, just in a different way.

At 7:19am on January 7, 2011, Carrie L said…: Hi Kellys Mom, I know we are feeling the same dread. It is mornings and evenings that are the worst. Our children deserved to live they had not done anything wrong. My thoughts are with you and our beloved children. I truly don't think anything can make this better other than being with them again. My son was fiercly independent and wanted to make his own way in life. I don't understand how this horrible thing could happen .. I miss him and his ways.. He was such a bright child and hansome young man. He loved people but approached life in his own way. I am proud to be his mom and will always be. I want his love as i will yearn for it for the rest of my life Love to you carrie L

At 7:03am on January 6, 2011, Carrie L said…: Hi Kellys mom there is that beautiful picture of an angel. neat I always liked fairies. and angels and flying horses. take care carrie L

At 9:58am on October 12, 2010, Jody's Mom said…: Hi Karen,
I found a pictures of angels , I wanted to share with you , love you Ann.

At 9:12pm on September 29, 2010, Jody's Mom said…: Hi Karen, sorry I ain't wrote you or called , My life has been a wreck the past couple of weeks everything has gone wrong that can go wrong , even my insides hurt , Karen I still love you and I think about you everyday , but I ain't been a good person to talk to lately , I'll call you soon Ann.

At 8:26pm on September 7, 2010, Shari May-Joslin said…: HI Kelly's Mom,
I first want to say I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. I can not imagine the pain you must feel. I have two sons and love them more than life itself. I do have a strong faith in God and would like to share just a couple of scriptures with you to hopefully bring you just a little bit of comfort. 2 Corinthians 4:7 says that God will give us strength beyond what is normal. Two other ones that come to mind are Revelation 21:4 where God promises to put and end to all death and the sorrow that comes with it. I would love to explain more about my beliefs if you would like please e-mail me momazboyzx2@yahoo.com Warm Regards, Shari

At 8:54am on August 22, 2010, Carrie L said…: Hi Kelly's mom I am so sorry for your loss. It is a horrendous thing with so muchy thought and loss every day and every night. I did have a good dream about morgan last night he was younger and we were playing a game. and i warned him. i didn't think about him dying ever i was so stupid my loss is so horrific i don't feel very good feel like smoking. sometimes i feel like smoking for him since he cannot. it is so sad. I hope you are doing ok. people in our lives sure can help screw them up. I know .. we can support eachother. for it will be fresh and new everyday of my life. Carrie L

At 8:48pm on July 16, 2010, Jody's Mom said…: Hi Karen,
The profile picture on legacy is Jody, It was taken May 1993 , then I lost her in June , she wanted to go to glamour shots, I didn't have the money so her boyfriend took her and had the pictures taken ,I feel so useless the times that I was not there for her hurts so bad now .Why didn't God take me instead of her , I would have gladly taken her place she deserved to be here not me .I will never be the same again part of me is missing ,My son is what keeps me going now , because I know he needs me , I am all hes got . Why can't I remember all the good days and times ,I had with my kids, I can't all I remember is bad , it keeps going over and over it never stops. Karen remember me in your prayers too , that I will find peace and to be strong for my son and to be a insperation to others , so this won't happen to nobody else ,nobody shouldn't lose there kids they are suppose to out live you . Karen I stay in Leesville South Carolina about 6 miles from Batesburg S.C , like going to Lexington and Columbia S.C. We will be strong together thank you karen love you all , Ann