My husband, Robert died of liver cancer November 19, 2011. He lived valiantly for 8 months even working up to 3 weeks before dying when he was so thin, tired & sick. Luckily he saw our sons graduate from college & get good jobs. He wanted to make our older sons wedding this summer, but it was not meant to be. How do I live alone & not have him there when he's always been there? Oh, how I wish I could complain about watching The History Channel one more time!