I read about your sister. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother 5 years ago. So I understand needing to place blame. In your case there really is someone to blame. So I say don't give up. Keep fighting. I just hope you keep up front that you are fighting for her Because she's no longer here to fight for herself. I'm keeping you in my prayers. It was easier for me to accept once I realized there was no one to blame. In your case I hope you can start to accept she's gone. Because win or lose after the battle you go through. When it's all over you'll have a lot more work ahead of you in the grieving process. Step 1 is acceptance. Just remember you are not alone.
Thank you so much for your concern, I am so sorry for your loss. This is really hard she was my only sister someone I was close to. When she was a baby I used to help mom take care of her I even changed her diapers, see I was 15 years older than sis I was like a second mom to her. I think that has alot to do of how I feel. I hope you will be ok because this is really hard to deal with. I cry everyday and I am angry, I am going to see another lawyer next Monday she is an advocate for people that have been mistreated in any type of hospitals, rehabilitation , nursing homes . Well try to get help from family and friends and trust in the lord. If you need to talk I am here for you.