I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. I'm sure you have many cherished memories.  How are you coping these days?  I know for a fact that many hard yo deal with days come I but grieving is a process. I hope your keeping yourself nourished. My mom always says that it's so important to keep as healthy as possible while grieving even though it can be difficult. Sometimes there just is not an appetite. 

Writing helps me cope though and it seems to relax me