What really happens to our loved ones as they passed to suicide? I wonder and have so many questions. To be honest I always had alot of faith and believed in God.
But I am not sure now if I want to believe in God, because I really relied and him to save my brother. He lived in Texas and I here at California. He had alcholism and a severe case of parkinsons disease. He lived there for 3 years and I never went to see him because I work fulltime demanding job and I also babysite every weekend for grandkids. I always felt bad not going tosee him, but I in turn always asked my brother to come here and stay with me, but he didn't.
I am at a such a loss, now his partner won't talk to me.