Hi Maritta thanks for letting me have your email address we all need the support of each other because I feel the same as you do. Yhere are so many unanswered questions that I was hoping to hear answered in the court hearing on January 27 and 28 I built my hopes up and gather all the strength and courage to face and when I got there after travelling 138 to the hearing destination I was told that the hearing was cancelled and rescheduled for may 27 and 28 I cried I was so dissappointed Maritta I felt like my son died all over again and I am back to square one. I know that you were robbed of your beautiful daughter and every day you wake up and have to live with her not being around and no hope of her coming home I feel your pain my son had just celebrated his 30th birthday 12 days before his death he was a gorgeous young man that is his picture on my page. Maritta the Lord loves you so do I
Dear Sonia, I'm so sorry about your son. It's such a horrible loss isn't it. The road of grief is long and lonely. I have found that if we have a "safe" group of friends to talk about our feelings (honestly, without holding back) we can find healing in our lives. It's wonderful to be able to put our trust in God, He is our only hope, but we also have to acknowledge how much this void in our hearts hurts.
I hope that you have a great support system in your area. Thank you for contacting me. I'd like to get to know you and maybe we can encourage each other from time to time.
Hi Maritta I am not sure that I am doing this correctly I sent you 2 messages and 1 ended up back in my email so I may be doing something wrong. Thank you for contacting me and My heartfalt sympathy goes out to to you in this time of your grief I am going through the same thing just trust in God it will not pass but it will get a little easier. let me know if you recieved any of these messages.
I lost my son on August 7 and I find myself going through many stagesand I do not know if that is normal There is a time when just weep uncontrolably there is ia time when I realize that its Gods perfect will and there is also a time when I get very angry not because my son is gone but under the circumstances which he left this earth. I have many conversations with my son during his growing up and told him of many things that could be bad for him situations that he should never get himself in and I cant believe that my baby boy went straight for the things that I ask him to avoid.I read on this website about grief caused by undelivered conversations but my grief is from delivered conversations that my son totally ignored my teachings and I am having a hard time with that I keep saying to myself everyday "why didn`t he listen, If he had listened to me he would still be here.