To all of you hurting and grieving souls. It pains me to read your stories. I pray that you will find peace someday, somehow. I too know of the pain you are going through and I have found that my trust in Jesus is the only thing that gets me through this time in my life. I know my love who is now in heaven wants me to move forward and be happy. I can do this for him. He left this earth June 2, 2008. It is a wound that never completely heals, but it is going to make me a stronger, more compassionate person in the midst of it all. Live what is left to this beautiful life to it's fullest and put ALL of your trust in God - the only everlasting.