My son Luke, at 21 passed away last September. 18 mths prior to his passing he was involved in a motorcycle accident. Not far from home, and a driver on the road did a u turn in front of him .. she did't see him. He became a paraplegic from his chest down. That was hard enough .. ! He still tried to live life to the full & passed away as I think his body just could not handle the pushing by Luke .. he tried so much & at times it was so so hard for him.
I miss him so so much, and my heart feels like it's breaking at times. He would not like to have been taken away. He has two brothers, I need to be strong! Yes, there are times when I think I cannot handle this pain ... I can't bring him back. I look at his photo's and sometimes I smile, sometimes I cry .. I know now this pain will never go away. I think of positive times, and remember his face the last time he was alive .. it was beautiful.