My name is also Thasia and for no particular reason today I typed in my name and hit enter and you came up. I lost my oldest son in 1999, I divorced in 2000, and my ex husband was killed in 2009. Both of my parents passed 6 months apart, so grief is a friend of mine.
I feel like God led me here today.
For me Death brought a certain clarity to things. And the first was about how many people I had surrounded myself with, that were so selfish they couldn't spare any time for me, when it was me in need.
I allowed many old friends or shall I say acquaintances to drift away.
I am so sorry for your loss. After a long turbulent adulthood, I am finally with my soul-mate,. Because I have experienced so much loss, it is only natural that from time to time, I have almost a panic attack thinking about life without him. So my heart truly goes out to you. It is interesting to think that I have a sort of, namesake out there!
I hope to hear from you, Thasia Anne