tricia, i know the feeling of losing the love of your life ya see i lost mine feb. 6th 2010. my heart keeper left me very suddenly to and i miss him very much.It is very hard dealing with this.somehow deep inside i know that he would not want me to be sad all the time. i always keep the memories a live.when i am having one of those bad days. i talk about all the good times we had and we really had some really good times. so tricia try to remember all good times i will keep you in my prayers because i know it is hard.