Hi Jerry just wanted to say hello. Hope you are doing OK. I am doing all right. It's been 3 months today since my partner Homer passed away. I guess I am coping a little better during the day but the nights are still very hard. I don't imagine that will change anytime too soon. It's seems a lot longer in some ways since he's been gone. I guess because I miss him so much. Take care. If you want to reach out I'm here. Take care.
Yes I knew that if Homer ever passed away before me that it would be rough but I never realized how rough it would be. It's been devestating. It seems like I miss him more than I did 10 weeks ago when he passed. I keep caarying on but some days I wonder why. I'm sorry I don't mean to sound so negative but it's just the way I feel right now.
Hey Jerry. Your comments realy touched me because they are so true. We all greive in our own way and for now you have to say to hell with what everyone else says. That doesn't mean you are an unkind or mean person.I get mad at myself some days though because I didn't accomplish things I wanted to. Some days I have the energy and some days I don't. I still miss Homer as much as when he passed away over 2 months ago if not more. You are right about we will never be the same. Sometimes i feel like I am only have alive. Homer was such a kind and good man the world has no sparkle or magic without him. Life seems grey and more than a bit frightening. I so much miss his goodness and his great sense of humor. I noticed that you live in Tampa. I am in Decatur, GA only about a mile and a half from the Atlanta city limits. Take care Jerry. I am here
Hi Jerry. I haven't quite figured out this web site yet so I hope you receive this message. I am so sorry for your loss. My partner Homer passed away two months yesterday. He had been in the hospital about a week and a half before for a few days. He was diagnosed having COPD and was given prescriptions for 8 different medications. He went into cardiac arrest and passed away. The doctor said it was from a burst blood vessel or an ulcer that caused the heart attack. I requested an autopsy which was done but I haven't gotten the results yet. The explanation for his death was so vague. I think I will feel a little better if I knew more. I feel totally lost and I miss Homer so much. I will have to check out the book that you are reading. I am here Jerry whenver you need to reach out to someone. Take care.