Im 19 yrs old and I was the last one to see my 27 yr old brother before he died. It was about 8 in the morning on monday Aug.17,'09, I was sitting in my living room when I saw my brother walk by my living room window and head for my mom's garage. I really thought it was weird that he didnt come inside the house..but just went straight for the garage. A couple mins later he pasted the window heading for his car with a small black bag in his hand, I waited a couple mins to see if he was ever going to enter the house but he never did, I went out side and he drove off. A min later his 7 month pregnant wife called asking if I had seen him I told her had but she didnt seem to worried. Hours past and still no word from anyone about my brother so my family began searching.the next day , Tuesday my mother reported him missing to the police. wednesday afternoon my older sister found his car in canyon parking lot. After hours and days of seaching ,Friday night we found his body. after ward we found out ,The small black bag I saw him take on that monday was climbing rope which he used to end his life, I feel so guilty for not going outside and talking to him that day I feel that if I knew what was in the bag or the emotion in his voice I would have known what he was planning on doing. How can I stop feeling so guily?