Today May 31 is the 5 yr anniversary my brother's been gone and dated on his D.Certif.Though I  also go by May 28 which is the  date he went missing and presumably passed.It is the date on his stone.I go both days to the cemetary.Where did these yrs go and that I'm forced to accept this new life? I want my old life back.If I can turn back time, there are things I would've said ,things I would take back I said, give you hugs,give you kisses, tell you how much I LOVE YOU .But it's too late for this and I can't turn back time. So , I guess this is something to do with your family, friends now so you don't have regret and deep guilt that I have now and will have these feelings the rest of my life.

I LOVE YOU BROTHER AND WILL MISS YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER....