laurie - i think the commonality in our circumstances are so similar, please contact me, or send your email address. my name is katy, firstname.lastname@example.org.
this is a wonderful website. i visited and corresponded here for a few weeks only. everyone handles it (yes, "it" like a disease) differently.
please contact me. we can talk.
your post hurt so much, because of the similarity.
jim, by the way, after 2 years of togetherness, couldnt believe i finally found true love after all these years alone, passed on jan 5. i am dying inside, and just last night i begged him, pleaded with him, to come for me.
i think we can help each other.
take care. and for tonite, just dont expect too much from yourself.
Dear Laurie, it is early morning and I am up to type some medical transcription, as I work from home. Please, please email me at: email@example.com, as I just lost my beloved husband, Dennis Paul, 8 weeks ago, and he was only 51, we, were only together for a short time as well. God told me to reach out to other people and use my pain to help others, as well. So, please, write to me. Thank you. Julie