Today at 4:35 p.m. it is twenty five weeks when my husband left me. I just want to translate some lines from a hindi song, " Where do people go after leaving this world? How does someone go about looking for them as they don't even leave any footprints to follow?" Why does it hurt if this was all God's doing why would he cause this intense pain in me? What did I do wrong? Why do I have to hurt like this? How could my husband leave like this? Why didn't he fight to stay here? Why? Why? Why?