I wish that I could meet each and everyone of you face to face over a cup of coffee. I wish that we could tell our stories and share the memories. I wish that I could hold your hand,hug and comfort you.I wish that I could help with chores. I wish I could tell you how much I care. I wish that I could tell you how we all share in our loss. I wish I could make it better. I wish I could comfort you and be comforted. I wish that I could say, " its okay" and that it will be okay. I wish that I could eat the meals that only LouAnn could make. I wish that I would die and be with her. I am dead anyway. I wish that I could make your days not empty and your nights not lonely. All of these things and many more, I wish. I wish that you all know that I am thinking of ALL of you and that I understand your "new life". Best of all, hugs to everyone. Hugs are good.