I can´t stop writing for you not at all to hide
how much it all hurts when beloved one died,
I feel so alone with the hollow in my heart
as I´ve been always thinking of my being part.
When I´m sometimes laughing,everyone is around
but if I´m standing crying,there´s not heard a sound,
the life is now so hard,some people lost a compassion
when I talk about you or the loss I mention.
Our love is a miracle,it´s flowing from within
that´s the only reason I can´t stop you kissing,
you´re by my side but can´t feel your touch
that´s why I´m all the time missing you so much.
My God,please,you see my worry as I can´t help it,
you´re known my love for him and of course you felt it,
I can´t live without you,my sweetest,dearest Jan,
I want to shout to whole world,you´re my only one!