Grief support groups, condolence advice, funeral etiquette and more
A continutaion of the "When a Spouse or Partner Dies" thread.
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This might be a rough time for many of you. Do what you feel you need to do to get through it. Remember, someone is here almost all the time to talk to you.
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Well there you are girl! Mary Jane It's wonderful to hear from you again. Ernie has been gone almost 11 years, but feels like just yesterday although I am doing better. I finally figured out why I was having such a tough time during grieving and now that I've figure it out I'm at peace. Firstly, I was down right angry for Ernie dying on me. Yup, I was in my home and cursed him out for leaving me alone. Not his fault of course, but I missed him so much and living alone with no children and struggling with every day life and now Covid it's draining for many. The second thing I figured out is I was blaming myself thinking I hadn't done enough for Ernie when he was ill, but realized I don't have the last say on who will stay and who will go. I did what some of my friends said to me, 'the impossible!' I feel pretty good now and still miss him. My Christmas tree is up because we both had our own private Christmas and I'll be honest in saying that I'll shed a tear or more, but that's OK. I feel like he's here with me and that gives me peace.
So happy you are stay Mary and never again think we don't love you as we're family here.
Love ya girl
Wow..tomorrow is Christmas Eve...and I received a GIFT..from all of you! Reconnecting here is wonderful. Marsha, I have no idea why I didn,t get your emails..I know we were “messaging” and then we weren,t. It was kinda strange...I saw that sweet pic of your dogs, and that was the last time I heard anything from you.
But, now we have reconnected! Y AY.
i hope everyone here has a wonderful holiday!
Good to have you back on Legacy. Hope that the coming new year will be somewhat better for us all. It is bad enough dealing with our grief, but we could do without fires, tornados, hurricanes, blizzards and Covid. Take care of yourself, sending hugs long overdue.
Thank you for your kind review of my miniatures, they really are my best distraction from reality these days. This past November was Mark's 7th year since his passing. So much has changed and so much seems to stay the same. Christmas and New Year's Day seem to be our constant reminders just in case we forget.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed the pictures and thank you again for your kind words. Sending hugs...
Wow, Chuck..that was absolutely beautiful. Kinda made me cry. Thank u for sharing it.
Dear Mary Jane,
As always you have mentioned several things that really hit home with me. Yesterday I had a 2 hr phone call with a cousin who lost her partner this year. She's emotionally fragile anyway, and now Christmas is awakening so much that she wants to talk about, but nobody listens, so I'm glad she opened up to me.
She said she doesn't really believe he's gone, so doesn't feel like she's grieving really. Your comment almost exactly. Wow.
The fact that the wreath smell awakened so many emotions about Bob - again wow. Smell is a powerful trigger, either comforting or jarring. I begin almost every day with giving myself a small spray of Musk cologne - the very one Larry always wore, and which I complained about saying it was heavy and he wore too much. Now I need only tough my throat and bring my finger to my nose to smell him again.
For me, the most powerful trigger by far is music. An hour ago I finally hit play on the CD player I had loaded with favorite old Christmas music - Carpenters, Billboard hits, Barry Manilow, etc. Memories (and a few tears) came back instantly on hearing again Karen Carpenter singing the line "Frosted windowpanes..."
And you need only imagine the picture of a nearly 70 yr old chubby guy imitating the movements of Ertha Kit singing "Santa Baby" - you're welcome for that image burned into your brain - Merry Christmas!
As for anger, my cousin really unloaded her anger yesterday toward so many people, and I thought while listening that my own anger still smolders deep and maybe eternal - I don't know, and although the target seems to alternate between many people, I seriously I suspect the real object of my anger is myself, for living while Larry did not. Deep topic that, like slogging through 4 feet of slushy frozen snow barefoot.
So my friend, yes cathartic and painful describes our plight as memories surface - the very reason your contributions here are so valuable and precious - because we all still are healing, and possibly that process doesn't have an end - I don't know, but I'm OK with that.
Peace and a grateful hug to you Mary Jane, and to all my family who help me heal with every word.
Wow..thank you all so very much. Yes, Marsha I did wonder what happened you you also.
I feel sooo much better now.
This has been a very weird and emotionally busy Christmas season...as, I had blocked out a lot of Bobs death.ldidn,t remember the facts, didn,t really mourn, as I didn,t believe he was really gone. In Feb, it will be 6 complete years..doesn,t seem that long..but with Christmas, I finally woke up, as he HATED this season..except for the smell and lights of the tree...I didn,t get a tree, but DID get a large fresh wreath...and the SMELL of that, this month, kicked my emotions and memory into gear. And, I am ANGRY! Who knew? VERY VERY angry that he died and left me all alone.Now I am remembering ALOT, and tho painful, it is cathartic. Sooo, thank you all...and have a nice holiday.
P.S. For a long while I haven't gotten anything in my email to tell me someone posted so don't know what went on there. It happens every so often.
Dear Mary Jane ...
You are a silly goof! Of course we think of you and I have emailed you, but you haven't answered so just felt with the pressure of Covid and everything else going on that you weren't up to it. I thought you would contact me when you felt like it. No one on here has been posting much and I'm also to blame. Now we are back on track and 2022 will be different so don't leave this site because we all love you with your humor, your honest feelings and so many other great qualities you have. Remember, all of us are under stress because the news (some true and some not) has us feeling as if every nerve is on our skin and now we are finding we are mentally exhausted. We're all trying to make it through another day and finding ways to entertain ourselves.
I love ya girl!
Nothing you have said that I know of was ever offensive to me. I love your wit, your insights to things that I forget to consider and your wonderful capacity to cheer me up just by reading your posts. So, please do not abandon me or anyone of us on this sight. You are part of a dysfunctional online family, each with their own quirks with one thing we can all agree on; we desperately need one another, no matter what.
I love you and nothing you say or do will ever change that, Wishing you a Very Merry Christmas and a better New Year for all of us.
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