I lost my two daughters Christina and Jennifer October 1, 2008 and June 18, 2009. Today is 6 years for Christina. I miss them very much and feel shattered and broken. Most people including my husband you can not tell how you are feeling- they don't want to deal with the feelings or the emotions. It has changed me forever . Today's a really really hard day. I miss my girls. Chris was 34 and Jenn was 31. If only I could hug them once more. And no- it doesn't get easier.