I am sorry I posted than left. I basically am trying to exist. I miss mike soo much. I cannot believe he has benn gone for 6 months.
All my normal spring activities no longer have purpose or joy. I use to love gardening
My life is chaged and I have no idea how to move forward. Finally after a 3 month medical leave, I get up everyday and go to work. I keep going because of my son's twin Chris (with cf) but married, not like mike who lived all 32 years with us. I also have a loving husband who to his having a had time.
I don't know what to say to you who are just experiencing this. I did get at a book on grief and grieving by kubller ross. Seemed to help.
I cried for 3 months all day then this is now down to every night when I come home.
Take care. You need to own your grief do not let anyone tell you how or when.