i lost my 16 year old to a whole lot of things i am trying to make sense of as it is a very long story.  i also lost my 13 year 6 months later to suicide as i have to face also a 23 year old dying in my arms of a drug over dose the same day mandy died.  i am having a hard time with the holidays but finding sites like yours is helping me.  thank u for your effort and please keep ging on as i try to do every day.