I just lost my mom on the third of April of this year. I feel so lost. I was the only girl with 2 brothers and I feel like I have no where to turn. I watch my mom going from to being active to being taken away from me. Its like I want to pick up the phone and call her and I cant and that hurts. I don t know how to deal with this pain. I don t like talking to ppl I know, they tell me time heals all wounds and I am tired of hearing that. What do I do? How do I cope?