This is the hardest thing I have ever been through. I have so many emotions going through my head. I'm angry at him for leaving me. People say, "well God must have needed him in Heaven." Well I need here. My Dad passed away December 17th 2009. He was 52. My parents wedding anniversary is May 16th and I have no idea how to be there emotionally for my Mom. May would be 28 years. My Dad was my bestfriend and the most important person in the world to me. He always knew what to do and what to say to me. He was our tree trunk, and we were just the branches on the side. When he passed away, everyone told me that I needed to be the strong one and take care of my family (Mom and older sister). They all said that I was just like my Dad and needed to stay strong. Well I feel like I have stayed strong for as I can, and can't do it anymore. I just can't come to terms that he is really gone. My life goals were to make my Dad proud, it was a good day if I knew that I made my Dad proud of me. I never imagined that I would loose my Dad at 25. I thought I'd be in my 70's and he would be 100. How can the man that I though was invincable, be gone? How do I come to terms with this lose?