Hi Tricia! I know how you feel. I lost my mom too not long ago as you see in the posts here. I too have furious flashes of anger too! My mom was sick for a while and I smashed a basket of pills she had used. I too am a sensitive person. I cannot stand the f.....ing hackneyed things people will say..."Is there something I can do"..."Be strong" and so on. It does drive me crazy but I think people do not know what to really say in such a situation! What would you or I say?
I too, at times want to be left alone to grieve. I do not want to see anyone! I think it is just a process of the grieving process and it will come and go. I sometimes think the world seems so indifferent and cruel as well! But that is the way it is. The world did not know our moms and goes on it merry way. I hope my thoughts helped!
Tricia -I will be here if you need help. I will need all the help I can get now.