Tommorw, Wednesday May 18 is my birthday. I am actually dreading it. My mom always made my birthday so special. She and I love birthday cake so she would always make sure I had a cake. Then we would normally go out to eat and celebrate together. I just can't imagine not having her here to celebrate with me. It is actually my 40th, so kinda of a milestone so to speak of. Not to have her here for this milestone is very sad to me. I really would rather not even celebrate the day at all. How do I have my first milestone birthday without her here by my side? I pray that God will give me the peace I need to get through the day and allow me to feel her with me all day. I am thankful she choose to give me life 40 years ago. I feel like she is the one who needs celebrating, not me. Thank you God for allowing her to have me and for her to give me a wonderful life. Thank you God for my WONDERFUL MOMMA. Please give her a specail hug from me today and kiss her on her cheek. I love you and miss you more then ever MOMMA. I will eat a piece of cake for her today.
I PRAY THAT YOU SURVIVED YOUR BIRTHDAY. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND GIVE YOU PEACE.